HE IS HERE

We may have a bad day or week or year but it doesn't matter as long as you are serving Jesus with your whole heart. I know how easy it is to get side tracked and loose focus but our problems are nothing next to God. He gives us the strength to do everything. Who are we to complain about the small things when He laid down His life for us.

Today I felt like I couldn't take anymore. I wanted to give up and disappear but I got the revelation that it isn't about me. When I gave my life to Christ, He never promised that we would never struggle or go through hard times. Jesus is our crutch in those hard times but we choose to lean on ourselves instead. 

I may be weak Your spirit strong in me. My flesh may fail, My God you never will

We were created to worship and give praise to God. Are you giving Him all the praise He deserves? I know I haven't. So here I am praising and worshiping Him.  

Holy is the Man of Sorrows
Destroying the works of the evil one, all with Your own blood
And mercies before and behind You, such beauty all around You  
And how could I ever repay You, but with the fragrance of my Hallelujah

 May God give you the revelation of those words.

It's my joy to love, it's my joy to obey
You can have all my heart, You can have all my praise
I will give You my life, I will run hard this race
Reaching for the prize, I am Yours and You are mine

 One thing I realized today was the extent of what God has called us to do. It is not all about ourselves. We cant always do what we want and not do what we dont want to do. We have to be faithful and do what God wants us to do. There will always be a situation or person that our flesh wants nothing to do with but we have to put our flesh aside and do what the spirit requires.

Jesus, let us be sensitive to the Spirit and have hear to hear.

Jumping Off Bridges Into LU

I'm sorry I haven't updated in a while. I been busy and lost in my own brain. plain crazy thats all I can say. So I guess I will give a quick update on whats been going on lately.

Yest. I applied at Liberty University [online]. I'm excited and nervous. Even though going to the campus would be a pretty cool experience, I have more important things holding me back. It's funny though because I was so pooped that I couldn't go to Regent because I never did my SATs [i kno im like the only person in the world who hasnt lol] but I'm so happy that Liberty is the winner. I'm ready to get decked out!!

MOVING ON

Soooo my brother [in Christ] has been in town and I have been meaning to give him a gift but I'm a re-tard and haven't done it. We have a nice [very sweet] game going on and I figured I would take it to the next level and BEAT HIM [bwahaha lol]. Sr. Nestor I officially win. There is no way to come back after this lol.

AND THATS HOW NESTOR JUMPED OFF A BRIDGE!

CONTINUING

I have found a new love/obsession lol its pretty bad you can ask Golfer but its my little secret so ssssssssssshhhhhhhhhhhhh... here is a video so you can fall in love as well....ANTHEM LIGHTS [BRANDON PAUL!!!!! HAHAAHAHA]


FINALLY

I want to finish off with trying to get women to understand something. The way you dress, the way you act, everything in you, you need to examine. As women we are to pray for and lift up the men; not bring them down and lead them to sin. The seductive spirit is a disgusting and VIOLENT ! As women we don't know exactly what goes though a guys head but that doesn't make it right for you to allow such a wicked spirit to consume you. How dare you bring your brother down because you want to dress like a whore and get every guys attention. It falls on your head for spiritually killing them. We are to dress modestly NOT SEDUCTIVELY! I know how easy it is to allow that spirit on you but thats why we are to constantly be examining ourselves. This world encourages women to show off every inch of them but thats why we are not to conform to this world!

Proberbs 7:20-23

With much seductive speech she persuades him; with her smooth talk she compels him. All at once he follows her, as an ox goes to the slaughter, or as a stag is caught fast till an arrow pierces its liver; as a bird rushes into a snare; he does not know that it will cost him his life.

Proverbs 7:24-27

And now, O sons, listen to me, and be attentive to the words of my mouth.Let not your heart turn aside to her ways; do not stray into her paths, for many a victim has she laid low, and all her slain are a mighty throng.Her house is the way to Sheol, going down to the chambers of death.